intro - - - - - i'm not what you would call, friendly. i'm civil, and on a good day, i might even by cordial. i grew up very happy, well, the first years; shit happens. my main motto is, you can't get attached. getting attached means getting weak, showing remorse, showing external compassion. in a war, that would be unacceptable. in my life, that would be unacceptable. which is why people think i'm a cold, mean, mordant lump of a person. little do they know. get to know me, and i assure you, you'll be surprised at what you'll find. but good luck getting there.